thinking

well, maybe i should continue the story of the cat, but i think i'm gonna hold on for a little while.
it's one o'clock in the morning right now, and i'm facing my chemistry homework and listening to a song from the anime 'black cat' titled konoyo no uta or in english, the song of the world.
this song always reminds me of life itself.
i dont know why, maybe its because of the meaning of the song, which depicts on the world. our life. i was thinking about another story which i watched recently, called 'taiyou no uta' or 'the song to the sun'. (i'm into japanese drama) it's about a girl who had a disease in which she cannot be exposed to sunlight.this is not a mere japanese typical romance flick.the good thing about japanese drama (unlike most korean dramas, which involves extreme fairy tale love story, though i like to watch them sometimes, especially those with kwon sang wooo or lee dong ki in it) is that it happens in real life too. last time i was watching discovery channel about 'the girl who lives in the dark'.she also suffers from similar fate.then i watched ichi ritoru no namida or 'one litre of tears'. it's about a fifteen years old girl who suffers from spinocerrebellar degeneration (check wikipedia if u want to find out what is it) and it's based on a real life story about a girl's life coping with the disease. after watching all that, and realised that i'm a perfect, healthy human, i know that i should be thankful and grateful for who i am today. i shouldn't ask for more when i have enough. but the thing is, humans are greedy. everyone is. they always want something that they dont have. they never felt enough.